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零九, 一事無成
終究還是這樣

coins

我在想如果這些硬幣曾經是你的
現在它經歷了這麼多, 輾轉來到我手上
這一切
應該比要見你更容易


你還好吧
或是你已經忘了我
畢竟我說不上是你的誰
或者什麼都不是

罅隙

*

我不應該相信你

因為當我信了

把話當真

就已經輸了

好趁青春揮霍

揮霍到二十五吧

二十五後要開始保養

well.

喂

做得好不好又怎樣

其實不太跟我有什麼關係

我在不在也沒有分別

你是知道的

想這麼多來幹嗎

都已經過去了

你看，你看到你自己嗎

然後呢？

又

認了吧

這根本就是會跟我一輩子

因為我根本就是這樣

沒可能會好過來

Writing setlist

Kent

Kings of Convenience

Midlake

Peter Bjorn And John

Tahiti 80

128 songs, 8.8 hours

What a month

yea..been throught a lot I guess

tired to quit

hooked up with something else for no reason

get high

get disappointed

panic

get mad and cry and get mad because I cried

oh yea, and lost my brain finally

month of the zombie

I know crying won't help a bit

I tried to quit computer

but I discover I really need something to lean on

and I know I got none

Time is running out,

and I still here and fucking wasting my time

I draw shit

I read damn slow

I understand nothing

How can I finish all those mid term, paper and folio as I am just a piece of shit

Fuckoff is the only thing you have to do

I treat you as a human, not a dumb

that's why I never order you to do this or that

I never expect you want me to order you

thought you have some kind of observation skill

or...

out of curious or tenderness, 

you'll be interested in what I like?

then you scold me

said I should order you

otherwise you won't know what to do

c'mon 

Oh, kiss me

Lick your cigarette then kiss me

Kiss me where your eye won't meet me

Meet me where your eye won't lick me

Yes I love you

I mean I

I love to get to know you

Sometimes I say the stupid things

I think, I mean I

Sometimes I think the stupidest things

Cos I never wonder

Hypnotized

Hope this can cure my fever...

or...

it started my fever actually

Oh my god I can't believe it

I never feel this faraway from home