What a month

yea..been throught a lot I guess

tired to quit

hooked up with something else for no reason

get high

get disappointed

panic

get mad and cry and get mad because I cried

oh yea, and lost my brain finally

month of the zombie

I know crying won't help a bit

I tried to quit computer

but I discover I really need something to lean on

and I know I got none

Time is running out,

and I still here and fucking wasting my time

I draw shit

I read damn slow

I understand nothing

How can I finish all those mid term, paper and folio as I am just a piece of shit

Fuckoff is the only thing you have to do

I treat you as a human, not a dumb

that's why I never order you to do this or that

I never expect you want me to order you

thought you have some kind of observation skill

or...

out of curious or tenderness, 

you'll be interested in what I like?

then you scold me

said I should order you

otherwise you won't know what to do

c'mon 

Oh, kiss me

Lick your cigarette then kiss me

Kiss me where your eye won't meet me

Meet me where your eye won't lick me

Yes I love you

I mean I

I love to get to know you

Sometimes I say the stupid things

I think, I mean I

Sometimes I think the stupidest things

Cos I never wonder

Hypnotized

Hope this can cure my fever...

or...

it started my fever actually

Oh my god I can't believe it

I never feel this faraway from home